Enemy Zero

Using ONLY SONG TITLES from ONE artist, cleverly answer these questions

Pick a band/artist: Senses Fail

1. Are you male or female? Bastard Son

2. Describe yourself: Choke on This

3. How do you feel about yourself: Dreaming a Reality

4. Describe your ex boyfriend/girlfriend: Tie Her Down

5. Describe your current boyfriend/girlfriend: Lost and Found

6. Describe your current location: To All The Crowded Rooms

7. Describe where you want to be: Fireworks at Dawn

8. Your best friend is: Sick or Sane

9. Your favorite color: Yellow Angels

10. You know that: SHARK ATTACK!

11. What's the weather like: Angela Baker and my Obsession with FIRE

12. If your life was a television show: Rum is For Drinking, Not for Burning

13. What is life to you: Champagne (it only gets better with age)

14. What is the best advice you have to give: Bite to Break Skin

15. Something you are looking forward to: The Rapture

16. If you could change your name what would you change it to: The Priest and the Matador

17. How would you like to die: BLOODY ROMANCE

for some reason...this song makes me go to sleep at night.

http://www.webmd.com/prostate-cancer/news/20090127/masturbation-and-prostate-cancer-risk

read it and weep...

literally.

Peace

I woke up this morning...

feeling...more motivated than usual. I felt changed.

I woke up. All this negative feelings and emotions I've been feeling...just went away. I felt careless about something and someone.

I woke up...I've been sleeping for the past 3 months trying to get over something that wasn't worth it anyway.

I woke up...and being awake and alive is a beauty in itself.

I need to start living my life again...the way it was before she came along.

I need to start living my life or I will die unfulfilled and empty.

Wake up...you're sleeping.

Peace

I love how you smile
I love how you laugh
I love how you diss me
But what's up with that?

You know that i love you
You know that i care
if you ever need me
you know i'll be there

oh ryndh you know that the month of april
just wont do you any good
it'll never be pretty as you
it never could...

we'll call up daniela to bring marijuana
i'll get you so high, yes, i'll get you so high
and we'll ask sean to bring the black ice
and we'll stay up all night until the sunrise

you were there for me when i needed you most
you weren't pretending like some sort of ghost
you helped me get over what i needed to
you know that i'd do anything, anything for you...

you know that i love you
you know that i care
whenever you need me
i'll always be there

and you know we don't need to go
we don't need to bother leaving this place behind
but if you wanna, we'll go down to tijuana
and we'll check it out: tequila and sexo and marijuana

I don't care
If your beautiful lips
Exist out there
Because I'm wonderless
Why the best can't make it in Hollywood
No more
It's like a long drag taken
Before the smoke hits the white sky
Like the birds at night
And it's fake just like the movies
Oh yeah
And I can't wait
Just to see you again
And your two faces are locked on mine
Had the worst time chasing the thought away
No hope
Oh no home
Because maybe I'm a fake
Maybe you're to blame
Maybe I'm a star
Stumbling drunk light
My mistakes I've made won't leave me alone
Oh no
And if you don't find me on the front page
Find a way to say that you saw me
And if you don't find me in a movie
Find a way to say that you knew me
You and I got lost along the way
But this will end some day some way
And if you don't find me at all
Then I won't care
Oh yeah
If I could find a place for the holiday
Maybe I would call
You're a payphone away
From the mess that I've become
I'm destroying what I love

Rob: You don't look at the things that you have, you only look at the stuff that you don't have. Those guys are right about you - you're money.

Mike: Then why won't she call?

Rob: She won't call because you left. she's got her own life to deal with, man, and that's in New York... alright? And she's a sweet girl, and I love her to pieces, but fuck her, man. You gotta get on with your life. You gotta let go of the past. And Mikey, when you do, I'm telling you: the future is beautiful, alright? Look out the window. It's sunny every day here. It's like manifest destiny. Don't tell me we didn't make it. We made it! We are here. And everything that is past is prologued to this. All of the shit that didn't kill us is only - you know, all that shit. You're gonna get over it.

Mike: How did you get over it? I mean, how long did it take?

Rob: Sometimes it still hurts. You know how it is, man. It's like, you wake up every day and it hurts a little bit less, and then you wake up one day and it doesn't hurt at all. And the funny thing is, is that, this is kinda wierd, but it's like, it's like you almost miss that pain.

Mike: You miss the pain?

Rob: Yeah, for the same reason that you missed her... because you lived with it for so long.

(Scene from the movie "Swingers", 1996)

So i went to comic-con for 3 years straight and was able to meet more famous people everytime. this time, i had the honor of meeting Claudio Sanchez from COHEED and CAMBRIA! check out the pics right here:

http://www.thetestmarketevolution.com/Events/CCI_2008_Coverage.html

It's the website i work for. =)

peace

FINCH (letters to you, what it is to burn, perfection through silence) IS BACK TOGETHER AND ARE PLAYING A SHOW!

The following is from the guitarist R2K in a myspace bulletin:

[IT'S TRUE!! I couldn't be more excited to confirm the news. We're playing the day after Thanksgiving Nov. 23rd. Please stay tuned for more details. I love all of you. I'm so happy!! Thanks for reading, Please please come! - R2K]

San Diego lies in a sea flames. Engulfed in a cloud of smoke and forcing people to leave the life they know behind only to come to the realization that when they come back after evacuation, the fire has burned down the place they call their home.

Volunteers help those survivors in shelters and evacuation centers by donating food, clothing, and their time to assist these survivors in coping with this ordeal.

I'm thankful that the fires have not reached us. It makes me realize how thankful I am that I haven't lost what means most to me, especially my family.

Thank you to those who called, commented, and stopped by to check up on me, my family, and my friends. Just knowing that I'm in your thoughts let's me know what true friendship is all about.

San Diego lies in a sea of flames. I hope by the end of the week, this shit will be all over with and that we can all pick up where we left off...no matter how difficult it may be.

I'm just glad that those who chose to evacuate made it out before the fires got to them.

In the end...that's all that matters.

so warped tour was the shit! thanks to steve febre for the ride and for buying the tickets online. i introduced him to ORESKABAND (another one) and he's fucking into them now. HOTT DAMN! haha, so...after watching all the bands i wanted (except for Oreskaband cause they were the last band to play) i decided to head on to the Oreskaband tent and asked if they needed help spreading the word...and sure they did. so i put on a "Oreskaband" sign and walked around and passed out flyers.

the fucking show was amazing! just fucking awesome. =D i got their autographed cd and even got a picture with them!

plus! they even made me in charge of the San Diego Oreskaband Street Team...how fucking awesome is that! =D

check out the pic of me and steve with ORESKABAND!



http://www.myspace.com/oreskabandus

Fall Schedule:

Monday
1. Bio 145 - 12:30pm-2:15pm
2. Communications 120 - 2:30pm-3:45pm

Tuesday
1. English 120 - 3:45pm-5:00pm

Wednesday
1. Bio 145 - 12:30-2:15pm
2. Communications 120 - 2:30pm-3:45pm

Thursday
1. Bio Lab - 11:30am - 2:30pm
2. English 120 - 3:45pm-5:00pm

ahhh...i think this time i can actually focus on bio 145 for nursing...even though its something i dont want to major in...i know the money will come in handy when i want to move to japan or whatever. i'll do whatever it takes to go to japan.

i just watched the whole full metal alchemist anime series and...its was freakin nuts. hate to say it, but right now because bleach is going through some ugly ass filler episodes, FullMetal is the shit. i dont know why it took me so long to get into the anime. just waiting to get the movie from my friend.

so much fuckin philosophy is goin on in that anime...like the whole equivalent exchange thing...how we cant always expect something in return when we do something or maybe we do get something, but we just don't realize it. also, the "all is one, one is all" theory.

i dont know.

right now im collecing materials for my costume for next year's anime-expo. im going as full metal alphonse. =) ho yes.

yesterday i hit up legoland and the beach. it was alright. i met up with kat and jaz at the beach along with karl, and it was pretty fun. we're not myspace friends anymore, haha...that sounded freakin lame though. but im glad i met them. =D

tomorrow im hitting up the beach and 5 days later it's my bday. =D wish i could spend it back on guam, but i cant.

to obtain...something of equal or greater value must be lost...and i still trying to figure out the price to pay just so i could feel the comfort of home once again.

peace

Comic-Con's done and it was pretty alright. I still prefer Anime-Expo. =D

I'll be uploading new shit and and stuff for everyone to read. check out the The Testmarket Evolution for the latest news and shit on movies and what went down at Comic-Con!

I'll be concentrating on new stuff now and working for a bit. The manga im writing will be posted soon enough, so tell all your friends about it.

i also have a pic with none other than ichigo kurosaki and vash the stampede himself...Johnny Yong Bosch! check it out!

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=23719979&albumID=757591&imageID=14232163

until then, take care and take it easy.

peace

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

it's the 28th over here and i know im a day late. sorry! i've been busy with work and stuff. =(

i hope you have a good one and i wish i was there to cause a riot and shit. =D

take care Annette.

Is fucking exhausting! walking through that fucking exhibit hall is like walking down 2 football fields back and forth. HOTT DAMN! i havent seen one asian girl that's caught my eye yet. hopefully tomorrow (THE BIGGEST DAY OF THE CON!)

I've been promoting the Testmarket Evolution right now seeing that they NEED the publicity. After this, I'll have to do some gaming journalism up at Wii Land to update on Gaming shit. honestly, journalism is fun. you get to talk to all these fun people that have the same intertests as you and you get inspired and motivated to become something better. =D

anyway, check out my Shinja_07 lj for more updates and see how busy I am this whole summer...probably my best summer ever! =D also, dont forget to check out The Testmarket Evolution for your daily updates of the Comic-Con! and my MYSPACE for pics of the Comic-Con as well.

you guys take it easy.

Peace

Is fucking exhausting! walking through that fucking exhibit hall is like walking down 2 football fields back and forth. HOTT DAMN! i havent seen one asian girl that's caught my eye yet. hopefully tomorrow (THE BIGGEST DAY OF THE CON!)

I've been promoting the Testmarket Evolution right now seeing that they NEED the publicity. After this, I'll have to do some gaming journalism up at

Freakin exhausting as hell. Well, I'm gonna spill out the news and shit right here. For vampire fans out there, a new comic-to-movie film is coming out called "30 Days of Night" is going to be released in a few months. It's about a band of vampires that go all out in a town in Alaska where the sun doesn't rise for a month (hence the name, "30 Days of Night"). There's a new "Iron Man" live action movie being produced right now and is directed by Jon Favreau starring Robert Downey Jr. as Iron Man himself and Gwyneth Paltrow as Pepper Potts. Also, a WHOLE NEW "HULK" movie is being produced as well. IT WILL NOT CONTINUE OFF WHERE THE LAST ONE ENDED! It's a whole new fucking plot and story...and this time...they've got Edward Norton playing Bruce Banner aka THE INCREDIBLE HULK.

As for anime-to-movies, the latest one I've discovered is "SPEED RACER!" if you click on the link at the bottom, it will take you to my photo album up on myspace and you can check out the pics there. I hope this was a good enough update.

Shit! I almost forgot, A SHITLOAD of FREE STUFF is being given away at the fucking Con. So if you live in southern Cali, come to San Diego and enjoy the Comic-Con!

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=23719979&albumId=757591

PEACE!

Here's the vid for TME's coverage of Comic-Con's preview night. More to come!!! The vid is edited by me, and since I didn't get enough footage, i tried to make the best of what I took. Enjoy!



PEACE!

Her blogs get me all the time. Like i can always relate to what she says. Her words inspire me to a point where...I just wanna do things the way I want to. It's funny how...her blogs always reflect what I feel that week or day.

"Nothing will happen for you if you don’t make the first move." - Leader, "When All's Said and Done."

Tim and I have been working on a split demo. I don't even feel like promoting our bands anymore, cause I feel so exhausted and stressed..not to mention it costs money. And I even felt like I was not doing it for the passion anymore. That's why I needed some time off from writing and making music to get my passion back...and I did. It took my friend Drew to bring me back to my passion for making music. I didn't know what came over me.

But I still want to pass out some demos cause I want people to listen to my/our music. I want them to know how fun we have doing it and show them that it's our outlet for letting things out. We want people to hear our split demo and say "These guys are having fun! These guys know how to rock!" or "Wow, this is a different sound. It's good." I don't think music should be taken seriously to the point where it becomes a job. It's about having fun and doing it for the love and passion of it all...not to become famous or get money. If it does...you become a sellout.

"You can’t call something in the past ‘good’ or ‘bad’ if it’s something that you thought was right at the time." - Leader

And i think passing out these demos feels right. Despite the fact that we won't be able to do shows, I wouldn't mind getting some exposure to show people how fun making music can be and they too can make music. We can say stuff in our music that we can't say straight out.

I don't think I can take a record deal if Tim's not here. It'll always be friends and music first before that.

Music is love. Music is life. Music is passion. It is my passion. And I just wish I could show people that music is more than just about melodies and lyrics. It's everything we make it to be.

Peace